I’ve got big NO lately on something what was very important to me. Uff! This feeling of being sent away …. it hit me strongly. I’m sure you know it well. The pain somewhere in the vicinity of the stomach.
However rejection itself is nothing in compare what happens later in the brain. All these thoughts, voices, gremlins coming up saying you’re not good enough, you’re not worthy, you need to work harder on yourself ..
And then, I made a choice to call my power back. Every time I do that life talks to me back.
Synchronicity is happening immediately. I expend and open to receive the message from universe. One of the message was an e-mail from Danielle LaPorte:
“The scene of the crime, that words that broke your spirit, the time you got rejected — painful stuff … those situations all have your energy inside of them, waiting to be freed up and restored to you. I call all of my power back to me now. I am whole and complete.
The places that you used to go to, but avoid now, extract your mojo out of them…I call all of my power back to me now. I am whole and complete.
The years you tried to make it work, poring, praying, pleading, dancing on egg shells … take back every plea, take back every prayer — take back every time you wished for it to be different than it was — it’s over now. I call all of my power back to me now. I am whole and complete.
The incident that traumatized you. The blow that caused the wounds. Call your strength home. Snap it back from the betrayer, from the abuser. Take it all back. NOW. I call all of my power back to me now. I am whole and complete.
Triggered agony, symbols of defeat, waves of anxiety, emotions of disempowerment, memories that really hurt. Transmute it all into fuel. …I call all of my power back to me now. I am whole and complete.
For all the times you were quiet about deception and disrespect, quiet about the life force that was being syphoned from your generous nature. Speak your power into fullness. …I call all of my power back to me now. I am whole and complete.”
THIS IS AN ONGOING PRACTICE JUST LIKE A DANCE.
“Every trigger is your power wanting to be called back.” Ataana
I call my power back. I am whole and complete. Say it togother with me and come to dance with me.